Its Christmas in more than a month's time! :D
I've been persuading dad to buy a Christmas tree and I finally succeeded,yay.
I'm looking forward to decorate it, and putting the star on top,like before. :)
Oh,and today I somehow realised that on 14 November 2008,I performed the violin on stage on the very last time,for my graduation concert in primary school.
Fast forward two years,on the exact day, 14 November 2010,I performed for the choir concert,my first public one.
Coincidence? I don't know either.
But it signifies a end and a start. I guess I have to let things go,cause they are not mine anymore.
Hmm.I went back to my old kindergarten,this bungalow near Pasir Ris park the other day.
I can tell you honestly I can't remember a single thing about it,cause it changed so much,so much so that I couldn't recognise the place.
But I still remember the swimming pool,and how I loved Fridays cause it was the day we could swim in it. But the pool is gone. I mean,it has been eight years,I can't expect it to stay the same way it was in the past right,no?
But what I realised is that time goes fast and things don't stay the same when it does.
I think,after my gran passed on this year,I finally realised I have to cherish the things and people around me more,and not wait till it is too late.
I guess I am too late. But there's no point for all those tears,cause I haven't thanked her properly for all she had done for me.But I know she's an angel in heaven,looking out for me. Definitely.
I guess I shall not think about this anymore,and look forward to what God has planned for me in my life in the future. It isn't that bleak in anyway I look at it :)
Speaking of this,I think I will be joining the music ministry in church next year. God gave me the talents of being able to sing and play the violin and piano, and its such a waste not to make use of them.
I can't wait to lead in praise & worship someday :) Yeah,I'm definitely looking forward to it.
