Oh hi. Its late in the night and I haven't got one third of my math homework done.
Instead, I'm listening to all my favourite songs again and again.
And I realised there's four days before school reopens.
I don't know why, but I really don't want to go back to school, though somehow, I miss school.
But then again, why am I contradicting myself in everything?
I want to pretend that nothing happened, that everything is the same, but it isn't.
I wish everything was just the way it was, I didn't want it to change.
But why did it have to change?
And what it makes worse that everything I do reminds me of what it had ought to be.
If I had been honest with myself, would things have been different?
But I can't stop thinking, whether someone else would think the same way I do.
Perhaps one day, things'd be like what I want it to be.
