I don't know why I'm still desperately clinging onto something, when I know in the end, it'll all be futile.
Was it a mistake in the first place? I hope it wasn't.
I don't know why I'm telling myself everything will sort out by itself..
I still remember what Sasha told me, and I wonder if I would have the courage, if she picked up the courage too.
But things are not as simple as that.
I really don't want to think anymore, but its impossible.
No matter how I look at it, it just can't work out.Why am I even thinking about something so impossible?
:'(
