Hi. My week has been disappointing.
It's hard to find hope when everything is going downright wrong and nothing ever seems to be right. :(
Every time I get back a test and look at the results, I just get more and more discouraged.
And what happened during choir on tuesday and today was really disheartening.
I really wonder what happened to all the unity we had. How I wish we could go back to last year, when the all the sec fours were still around.
It seems that there's only distrust and suspicion left, and people are constantly unhappy with each other in choir.
It seems like after getting a silver for syf, we're just falling behind.
I really,really miss the sec fours. It seems so weird to have come for choir practice without seeing all my awesome seniors.
And of course, without Michael, we can't perform the french song either.
Coral choir really can't do without the sec four seniors.
Today when I led warm up with Yan Yi, I was really disappointed that people hardly put in any effort to do them properly, even though Ms Kimberly kept telling them to.
I really felt like shouting at some people, really. They're just really going way too overboard.
Don't push me too far okay? I've my limits too.
And during practice, when I kept asking people to keep quiet, they just can't stop talking.
Why don't they ever see that even though Ms Lee isn't here, the instructor is putting her best effort to teach us?And they just reciprocate by giving her a hard time?
I wish they'd know that it isn't easy to lead the choir, and if everyone just works together, everything'd just be easier.
It's so simple,yet some people just doesn't get it at all.
ITS SO FRUSTRATING AND IRRITATING FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
