Friday, July 8, 2011

I've been a dreamer whose dreams don't come true,




Mixed feelings today.
People, if you see this, call or text me. I need some cheering up. :(
I'm seriously disappointed with myself. I got my chemistry quiz today and I failed it. All because of a careless mistake.
Argh. I really wish that I'd studied harder for it.
Anyway, today when I was talking to Alisha and Jaslyn while walking out of school after choir, then I said something. At the same time, Mr Fong walked past us. Then I realised I probably said it too loudly and he most likely overheard it. ><
I'm so screwed up now. What if Mr Fong told that person I was talking about what I said? 
Then later, I got teased by them. Wow,thanks alot guys. I really appreciate it alot 
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But, I guess today I felt sad for an entirely different reason. Not because I wanted things to be the way I wanted it to be, but because I missed how it was like before.
Seriously, when would I get out of it?
I'm replaying that song over and over again, remembering everything .
If only you knew that person I was talking about was you all along.