Honestly, I'm really tired of everything. I'm tired of trying my very best and being told I'm not good enough. I'm tired of keeping a pretence and faking smiles. Like when we got our results for chinese o's and I was being happy for those who got A1s, while I was just dying inside. Frankly, I'm not happy with an A2 at all. Many told me that its very good, but to me, it is no different from just getting a pass. What's the point of getting the highest in the level for prelims, and in the end, I can't even get an A1 for o's? Seriously, I'm really annoyed by those people who probably thinks I'm overly melodramatic. IF YOU HAVE NOTHING GOOD TO SAY AND DON'T EVEN HAVE A CLUE WHAT IS GOING ON, JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP. And I'm seriously unhappy with the unfairness of everything.I feel really so so disappointed. And somehow, I just lost all my motivation. What's the point of trying, and still not be good enough?

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